Friday, August 7, 2009

Pointing the finger at myself...

Usually, I'm very quick to judge the stupid shit that people do. I ridicule and mock them for the choices they have made in their lives as well as the way in which they conduct themselves.

Stupid is as stupid does so it would seem.

Today it's time to point the finger at me.

These past couple of weeks, I have been severely stupid. Not intentionally mind you, but with the way some things have turned out, I might as well be.

As it is, times have been tight where the finances are concerned. I've been struggling to keep up with my bills, and necessities, basically living from welfare cheque to welfare cheque. (I've been looking for a job, but as it is, they're pretty hard to come by). I've been plodding along nicely as it would seem until I realize stupid thing number 1.

I joined a gym.

A couple of years back, my best- friend and I thought it would be grand to bite the bullet and take our health and fitness into our own hands. We joined a gym. We went everyday for 6 months. I looked fantastic.

I have not been to this gym for 1 and a half years. Now, I have a 80 a quarter is taken from my savings. I'm giving money to a gym I do not even use. To discontinue my membership, it will cost $280 for the cancellation fee. I'm so fucking stupid.

Stupid thing number two happened two days ago. I managed to get two parking tickets on the same day, in different parking spots.

I've left the payment of another parking ticket too late, and when I went to pay that, also realized I've neglected to pay my phone bill...I'm not opening it, because I'm too afraid to look at what the figure will be. I'm so fucking stupid.

Today, I went and bought a Pilate's DVD...when I have a gym membership I am paying for an don't even use.

I'm also going out for a dinner with my best friend...when I should be saving up for my car to be serviced or fixed.

The car needs new tyers, brake pads, and all sorts of new gear...

Yesterday I bought $34 dollars worth of make up. It was one item that makes your skin glow. My best friend works for the make up company that I bought it from. I bought it so that she could earn commission.

At the end of all that, there's only one thing left to say...


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